Fellas, I owe you guys an apology after last night. I was a tad frustrated as the miscommunication was the third time I had difficulty with scheduling and playing a user game. To play aaron I had to wake up early only on 4.5 hours of sleep. To play Dakota I had to play three seperate times on the same day to finally get a result to stick and had to cancel plans to make sure we got our game played. Then last night I honestly had no idea mcyork had ended a family dinner expecting me to be on and ready to go at 9 PM EST. I can clearly see how he would see that from my posts, but what is frustrating is that is not what I meant nor expected. When league mates come piling in questioning my intentions/effort after I've sacrificed sleep and spent 3+ hours to try and get a game played on time, it's frustrating. I feel like I'm doing the best I can. I went back and misread some of mcyorks posts, which is my fault. I'm sorry I got heated, but I felt like a handful of people here were coming at me last night and making some judgments. I'm honestly trying my best and I think dakota7 and aarondramp would confirm that I made a solid effort to play my games with them. Hopefully I can continue playing with you guys, but I understand some weren't happy with my defensive nature last night. I hope the above insight will at least help you see where I am coming from.